I don’t want to speak of this sadness like it was a moment I’d spare...
I took all the pieces of my heart out
and hadn't any thing left to give you
but you didn’t want to accept me...
Sorry my little butterfly, I won’t be able to feel today...
I lost myself on you
Again.
a love photo by Kadiejra O’Neal
you can have my life
i have been a survivor
now I am within
my heart and my soul
i promise I will get help
for all those old wounds
please do not leave me
let us drown when I see you
to escape this life
even though you hurt
i can still feel you with me
i just hope you leave
i could have loved him
but he was too much too far
seems I do not care
loving you was like
ice drying throughout my veins
loving you was mine
sky of my day you
beautiful you my rainbow
when the sky turns grey
moon of my life
sun of my sky
cloud of my day
- my abyss
my heartbeat with yours
your lips touching mine
those gasps of breath which intertwine
-with me
those days of my life
those wrinkles in your nose
-I admit
“i’m never leaving you”
i told you not to
and you did it anyways
the dragon was born
hey you little girl
why are you so scared to fall
crying on her own
it appears we were
harder to place than my soul
we were born to sin
without you it seems
nothing would be possible
without you with me
all I knew was that
you were the only piece of
my life I could see
hello are you there
the echo of my own soul
winter always seems
give your heart to me
and i think we can make it
but we have to try
i am running out
of time trying to talk to
you about my heart
you found your soulmate
but my hair does not blow in
the wind like hers does
you found your soulmate
my hair does not tuck behind
my ear like hers does
you found your soulmate
my hair does not fringe above
my eyes like hers does
So I loved ME
But loving Me was hard because I was taught I was - unloveable
I was Icarus and you were the sun
And boy did you burn
You engulfed me in your flame then nothing was -
For we were never
equal